Numbness of the silence

Darkness is my friend
And has always been a part of me
All alone inside the empty house
Yes I realize that you are there
I start to smile, as I hear your whisper
In the numbness of this silence

It helps me find out that
You are looking down right at me
Oh my love, I talk to you
Without making a sound
Whispering the words of love
You are still as much real to me
As much as you were, when alive
I realize that you are still in love
With me as much as you were
When you left me all alone in this world
And swayed all the way to the other
Now its only me, who dwells with you
Talking singing and romancing all day long,
Sometimes dancing in the rain
You are still around me
Protecting me from the cold world outside
And the numbness of this silence

You still smile at me and tell me
The right from wrong
When I don find a way
You are still the one who wishes me
Good night before I go to sleep
And bless my mornings
With a kiss right on my lips
You still stand by staring at me
When I am cooking breakfast
Telling me why you love me so much
And what you crazy about me
I can see your angry face when
When I return home late
Oh my love I still feel you
Console me after a bad day at work

As I see you hear you
Right next to me I feel you
Every breath that I live
I live only for you
Fighting every night from the
Numbness of the silence


.....Saptarshi