About Me

Bangaluru, India
As a shadow is cast overhead I rejoice in the coming of the gloom Lifting my eyes to view what, to me, is beauty I decipher what is read in the cloud The verse is shouting out and ringing in my ears the claps of thunder. Kneeling in the rainfall, I let my tears wash away.Wind's whispers beckoning me to the end of this mortality. Inhaling the sweet scent of the approaching Armageddon. Elation is overwhelming. The way to the end of this walk is dim, but somehow I find it, better than the walk itself. As now my hands and knees are bruised from the thorns that laid on the way that I treaded to reach this far Every beat of my heart is a death-toll chiming in a mind As chimes grow stronger the earth shudders in the anarchy of ruthlessness My final lament is a requiem to the Gods of Darkness All deep contempt is a blasphemous sacrilege to Salvation ......Salvation form of being unbound from this mortal feeling of true emotions , which is so easily faked

Friday, September 4, 2009

The Letter




My Dearest Angel

Its is an inexplicably joyous moment for me as I received your letter today. I read the letter several times. Every time I read the letter I felt I was sitting right next to you and listening to all of that you have penned down.

Love cannot define the relation between you and me. Its something more than the mortal world's acquainted. Love cannot feel so convincing and paramount to the very feeling of existence. Moments that was spend with you, turned out to be the happiest memories. I acted like an imbecile causing you pain, so many a times. I regret my dim-wittiness so very much now. But I realize that was partly animated by my self-centric ego and false pride. And partly by the fear of losing you. Every time I saw people around you with their serpentine effort to influence you to a fake realm of emotion. Regardless of the reasons you have always forgiven me

It was always those ocean deep eyes of yours that tantalized me, and use to make my insanity for you reach to an new magnitude. I have never seen anyone that confounded me the way you do. All I have always known that happiness is being with you, holding you and a romancing with you in the long summer afternoon. Together we use to stare at the blue sky when the white clouds sailed through. I lost myself completely in you.


I am happy and sad at the same time today after the knowledge of your marriage. I am extremely happy as I hear that you are in the verge of a new beginning to your life. A new love to unfold all together. But at the same time my heart burns with the thoughts of you with another man. I am perplexed with the mixed emotions of myself.

Those tears that I restrained for years stay buried under me just as I know you are happy from here on. The that grief is confined within my soul is shattering me though I know there is nothing to shatter as you will be building your life all over and beautifully. Which destroys the sorrow in my mind. While some people yearn to get out lugubrious silence from the words of love, I am happy as I recollect those words again and again. It is the serenity in the image of memories that come by every time I think of you

Shall life renew these moments of love and affection. It will turn the pains of my breathing to reduce to nothing,all tears assuage. Fill the void veins of life, again with youth and wash with an immortal water, of true sentiments

Let this letter convey my apology for my acts to cause you pain and my true sentiments to you stating every moment I have always loved you
Forever yours


Saptarshi ....
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