Angel

As I drift away .... far away from truth
I feel all alone in between insanity
All around me, I keep thinking
Maybe there is no escape for me
Hatred, filth and Obscenity
Making their presence too visible to be prominent
Happiness dies within within suffocating and drowned
Nothing made any sense to me when I hear
A thousand voice talking together
Swaying me away from consciousness
Fate tasted so bitter , that tears never stopped
I started walking all alone under the fading moonlight
There you stood like and an angel to smile on me
Never knew thats how I'll ever find you
Like a illusion, magic and utter tranquility
In you deep brown eyes I was lost before I realized
In the imperturbable smile
Making me feel you are the only one who keeps me alive
The eyes that hold so much of innocence
Unbelievably is so powerful that
It protects me from all the scotching sun
That burns me down and
The rain that washes me away
You are the angel that gives me the light
To walk through this darkness, so deep
You keep the blood in my viens flowing
As its your love, in my heart I keep


....Saptarshi

Kavita .....The Poem written in Heaven

As I dust the layers of dust over the old photo album, with my trembling fingers. I remember every person I have come across in my entire life, in a flash of a moment. And nobody I can remember that made an impression on me without being synonymous to pain, agony, criticism, betrayal and selfishness. I kept thinking how did I got so lost, when I was trying to go nowhere. All I was trying was to light a fire that will warm everyone, then how come everything around me become so so cold. And now it seems my future will be reflection of my past where I'll be relieving every moment I want to forget, against my will. I always foreseen gold and that turned into ashes, as I get closer to it

But when I realized one day that deep wounds in my soul are healing magically. This miracle happened after I met you. Your smile worked like a million words of consolation. You had a look in your eyes, saying you'll be my truest friend. Did not know you for long but still it felt like I know you from ages together. Never knew that this new dawn of life will change it forever. The sail that I set to pull me to dooms pushed me right to a priceless treasure. The treasure of your friendship. You name is a Poetry....... a Poetry of senses painted in the canvas of emotions, with the color of fantasy

Lately I have been asking to myself , if it can be true. Something has happened to me as good as you. You are so beautiful, that there is no way it can be explained in simple words of the mortal world..I realize every time I look at you, I see the poetry of the a thousand Gods written in ode to beauty itself. Wild flower like glow of your smile inthe starlit heaven. You enchant anyone who gazes upon you, and make their obsessions, rise up so high that the mind doesn't obtain freedom from the thoughts of your face

A timeless definition of a uncomplicated heart full of kindness selflessness and chastity, personified in the form of you, The meaning of unchained melody, your voice. The fathomless depths of your eyes seems to hold so many secrets locked deep inside them and yet so simple and incomparably innocent. Your soul is like a river peaceful clear and deep
Your absence becomes so unbearable that it burns right under the skin. Still burning in the flames of your absence is such a pleasure, as it all ends with the cool breeze of your sight

Long way from home nowhere to go did not know what made the life so cold. But you are the only one who turned a stormy winter to a warm and green spring. Tears kept dripping every now and then looking at the selfish and rude world, but you just came like a breath of fresh air drying all the tears and wading away all the fears. People keep saying that too much of anything is not good, but my soul says to me no matter how much I get to be with you, its never going to be too much or even enough. As you are the best woman I have a ever come across. And there is nothing in this world that I wouldn't give to keep you close to me


Saptarshi

The Letter

My Dearest Angel

Its is an inexplicably joyous moment for me as I received your letter today. I read the letter several times. Every time I read the letter I felt I was sitting right next to you and listening to all of that you have penned down.

Love cannot define the relation between you and me. Its something more than the mortal world's acquainted. Love cannot feel so convincing and paramount to the very feeling of existence. Moments that was spend with you, turned out to be the happiest memories. I acted like an imbecile causing you pain, so many a times. I regret my dim-wittiness so very much now. But I realize that was partly animated by my self-centric ego and false pride. And partly by the fear of losing you. Every time I saw people around you with their serpentine effort to influence you to a fake realm of emotion. Regardless of the reasons you have always forgiven me

It was always those ocean deep eyes of yours that tantalized me, and use to make my insanity for you reach to an new magnitude. I have never seen anyone that confounded me the way you do. All I have always known that happiness is being with you, holding you and a romancing with you in the long summer afternoon. Together we use to stare at the blue sky when the white clouds sailed through. I lost myself completely in you.


I am happy and sad at the same time today after the knowledge of your marriage. I am extremely happy as I hear that you are in the verge of a new beginning to your life. A new love to unfold all together. But at the same time my heart burns with the thoughts of you with another man. I am perplexed with the mixed emotions of myself.

Those tears that I restrained for years stay buried under me just as I know you are happy from here on. The that grief is confined within my soul is shattering me though I know there is nothing to shatter as you will be building your life all over and beautifully. Which destroys the sorrow in my mind. While some people yearn to get out lugubrious silence from the words of love, I am happy as I recollect those words again and again. It is the serenity in the image of memories that come by every time I think of you

Shall life renew these moments of love and affection. It will turn the pains of my breathing to reduce to nothing,all tears assuage. Fill the void veins of life, again with youth and wash with an immortal water, of true sentiments

Let this letter convey my apology for my acts to cause you pain and my true sentiments to you stating every moment I have always loved you

Forever yours


Saptarshi ....