I searched for you
when I was crestfallen and hopeless.
I searched for you when I was hurt and I was helpless
When days went by from counting my rolling tears
The things that you say now hardly make the pain go away
Hanging yourself from the words said by others
Staring into the eyes when will you be able to
Live up to the promises that you made
I searched for you when I was cold and lonely
I searched for you when my world was falling apart
When my days were nothing but sufferance
Breathing your love I learnt to let go
Peace prevailed in my heart and settled my anger
Holding my hands you washed away the wounds
But will you be this way forever... I wonder
I searched for you when I was robbed of my sanity
I searched for you when I was torn and lifeless
When every moment that passed made me lose
All the things that I had or dreamed to achieve
You took my heart away turned my life into spring
If you are a dream, I never want to wake up ever
..........Saptarshi
