Blue .... My Life

Blue is the color of the blood in my veins

Poisoned by the stress and monotony

Blue is the screen that I gaze upon

For all day long to exchange my breaths for pay

Blue is the color of the sky that I look up to

And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night, you took my heart away
And I grieve wrapping myself with a blue night

In my dreams I can see you
Wearing the dress that had so many flowers in blue
In my dreams I keep holding you
And it feels so real and your love seems so true

Somehow I knew you could never stay
Somehow I knew you would leave me
I wished you could have stayed

And not made my tears iced and blue

The long spring afternoons blossomed

With the flowers so blue

Birds made their way back to home

As the sun set in the blue sea

I saw the boy next door dead and his lips are blue

They hid the poisonous snakes in them

Who had venoms that were made by men

Who make medicines to save me and you

Blue is the color of love torn apart

Blue is the color of dreams broken to pieces

Blue is the color of disappointment in a teenagers heart

Blue is the color of the bravest mask of a scared heart

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay

So love is red and not blue

But when love fails the heart bleeds till it's blue

.... Saptarshi

Unforgiven

He cried a tear of hope but it is lost in helplessness
The darkness ate away the depths of his soul, left him unforgiven
For the deepest love he had has dissolved before his own eyes
His sorrow is bleak, and he was the unforgiven one of the fight always

When all his emotions were consumed by a deafening silence

Sorrow is nothing but is unassuaged by disconsolate tears
He wanted nothing to live but just the love that he nurtured

In the years when he grew from a boy to a man

Crestfallen emotion, make him remember the sacrifices and heart ache
Swallowing a thousand years of anger and guilt of deeds
He did to everyone and himself drowning for evermore

Just for the Girl and her smile not to part with her lips

Falling deeper into fear his inner self is now

He admits the more he runs away from the lamenting memories

They never wash away and keep coming back to him

"Unforgiven" was the verdict that he received in every Judgement

They say time can heal every wound and pain

Then why won't it cure the scares of the beautiful love

That sanctified the demons of desire and was always unforgiven

He never could decipher the whispers of doom in the cry of love

And here he stands all broken and dispirited

With is arms spread open , look up to the Father up there

Begging for a rescue from this unbearable pain of lost love

He breaths out his last gasp of air as he gets "Forgiven"

..... Saptarshi